Neurotoxin
Yellow bird
you sing to me
I hear you chirping in the wall
in my sleep
by day you vanish
Rootless
I taste dirt
petals float inside me
beckoning at clouds
waiting for rain
Yellow bird
I sing for you now
My voice is this pen
My audience the paper
Can you hear me?
you are inside me
somewhere
somehow
Shattered
drawn to echoes
I kneel in gray fields
roots tangled in shadows
lost below.
Yellow bird
Your revenant rides upon my voice
on the good days
lifting us up
audible only to those with ears to listen
Fading
sun spots in my eyes
clouds taste of ash
I choke on whiteness
please let me remain
Yellow bird
Your frail health, we share.
I will protect you from the pain
from a world that hates the weak,
the useless,
the small
leaves them in the wall
but please do not die, my yellow bird
you are my joy.