Groveling
I
Dreamless pools of shadow water
lines of sadness pressed around
immutable
rock hard, pushing from underneath
sacrifice of strength
of gentle spark
of life
ancient nomad
dry cold paining breath
wisdom
locked up in loss
draining her will
her source
soul cries out in fear
alone in velvet darkness
an underground black
chilling to the touch
leper of life
heeds not
alone
II
tunnel rat
words of sages unheeded
uncaring fate
twisting tiny tunnel
dark as death
seamless line between
wake and sleep
reality and fantasy
this is not reality
no escape
III
In deepest darkness met
two pairs of eyes
unseeing but knowing
unsurmountable desire
feeling the void
slowly fill
impossible tear
slides down dirty cheek
yet remains pure, untainted
by the hate-scorched grime
of god’s forgotten
forsaken
a touch like silk
of ready lips
truth known
as one
hearts flutter....stop
as hell is given up
alone
fighting
together
it is won